October 27, 2009

LGBT Campus Organizing

I'm learning more and more about how to facilitate good health with the group I am involved with.

This is what I fear:

"Telephone interviews and campus
visits with lgbt students, faculty and staff
from dozens of institutions across the
country revealed a consistently low level
of functioning on the part of most lgbt
campus organizations. This research
revealed that student groups in particular
were rarely engaged in efforts to bring
lgbt subject matter into the curriculum.
They were not strategizing for domestic
partner health benefits. They were not
marshaling resources to end ROTC discrimination.
Nor were they participating
effectively in efforts to defend lgbt communities
from attacks from the radical
right.

Instead, student groups were expending
large amounts of time and energy simply
keeping themselves together, having to
re-invent or re-establish their groups year
after year as people graduated or, with
disturbing frequency, became burned out.
On campus after campus, the yearly cycle
was the same: The school year begins
and a small group of lgbt people somehow
find their way to each other. Perhaps
there's an officially recognized lgbt organization,
perhaps there are some officers
in place, selected the previous Spring,
and perhaps there's a meager budget. In
any case, this small group of people are
beginning the year without benefit of a
road map — whoever was recording the
activities of the previous year(s) took the
notebook with him when he left and no
one knows where he is. The newly
selected "leader," if in place at all, is clueless
about how to attract members, run
meetings, make decisions, and plan activities
or events. It's not her fault; no one
knew to take the time to groom or prepare
her.
And so, somehow, the group pulls itself
together to do something — maybe a
dance, maybe a speakers series, maybe a
pride celebration — but since they don't
really know how to go about attracting
new members or enlisting volunteers for
various tasks, the small group ends up
doing everything themselves. Some
spend so much time on the event that
their school work suffers, while others
become resentful and bitter about the
"apathy" among other lgbts on the campus.
They may or may not have a successful
event, but burned out, angry and
depressed, some in the small group
decide it wasn't worth all the effort and
they walk away, never to return."-LGBT Campus Organizing Handbook

I don't want that to happen!

I also want to solve this conflict:

"One of the most common problems
that lgbt groups, in particular,
run into is that the tension
between those who want to be
activists, and those who want to
be social."

My goals, to foster leadership for the next generation of students!

October 16, 2009

Trust

Broken Trust
Up late and all I can think of are these words:
I trusted you.
How could you?

October 14, 2009

In Touch

I am at my 2nd year in college at the University of Washington.
Looking at what I wrote in my application essays, I asked myself if I was completing my goals.
I answer: Yes but more.


The Question:
The University of Washington seeks to create a community of students richly diverse in cultural backgrounds, experiences, and viewpoints. How would you contribute to this community?

Samoans uphold respect for one another so much that it is almost ingrained into every facet of their society. I was taught the rich culture of Samoa; one that I believe cares most for the family and the well being of others. From a very young age I was taught how to "lomi" or massage family members. Therapeutically, this was great for a hard day's work but as a youngster I was against it. The work it took to comfort people was painful for me. However, as I began to grow I saw that there was always love in the customs of Samoa. By showing respect to all elders at all times and seeing to their needs first, care for my community at large was fostered at home. I see that the older we get, the less we are apt to change. I want to change the way we as a community foster growth in love and brotherhood. It is not only the large organizations at UW that can make an impact in its self. It is through values, like those passed down from my mother to me, that build lasting bonds in the community. I believe I can help bond those ties and build a warm and healthy relationship amongst ourselves that will promote collaboration from all fields of work. That is "Fa'a Samoa", the Samoan way. By combining every field, something extraordinary can happen in our generation. I would help to make things "Mato aganu'u", "Our Way."


Today, I challenge myself to continue on, persevere, and promote the love I was taught.

Love.

~m~

October 09, 2009

Powered by Passion

I'm awake.

And all I can think of is this terribly busy weekend.

I'm hoping Friday will be visually stunning; my friends will turn out, signs will be made, and everyone is enjoying the day being together and doing the work that is necessary for equality.

It can't be helped that I haven't written in my blog.

I have been busy, lazy, unfortunately latent in my thinking, as well as forgetful.

I have a vision again of the future and I am holding on to it tightly.

I can't lapse anymore on my studies either and excuse being unable to do my work properly because I was busy doing work in the community.

It just won't fly.

The best example I can be for myself is to do well in the subjects of my interest and to delve there in the corners.

Here goes nothing.

A renewal of habits.

A time to instill consistency for once in me, where every bone is shaped otherwise.

~m~